Stars
I remember when I was six years old, our family lived in a poor village located in Jiang xi Province. At that time, we don’t have much entertainment, no iPads, laptops or video games. The only thing I like to do was waiting till the sky turned dark, then my grandma or my mom would tell stories to me.
Once in mid summer, we were sitting on the grass back in my granddad’s big old house which is the heritage from granddad’s father. That night, the stars were extremely bright. Grandma asked, “Aren’t they beautiful?”
“Yes, they are like the most shiny thing I have ever seen, I hope one day I can be one of the them.” I spoke that with full of simplicity and imagination.
“Do you want to hear the story of another side of stars?” Grandma asked.
“Yes, I am curious about anything related to stars.”
“Actually, stars never shine. The reason why they can shine so brightly is that they reflect the light emitted from the Sun. Stars themselves are ugly, and also, they never give anything to others, but the Sun always gives the light to others. So, would you like to be a star which has to rely on others or the Sun which can illuminate others?” grandma said
“I think, I want to be the Sun.” I changed my mind to continue to like the stars.
Though this story I understood that was being a person leaning on or illuminating others. It always reminded me to be the Sun to help others, to give joy to others and to share positive energy with others. However, until the period of rebelling which every teenager will go through, including me, I have another understanding to this story. When I was in 9th grade and I did not like to study and my grades were terrible. My schoolmates, they were always whispering like “He is the stupidest guy in that class!”.
I could not suffer even more than that. Therefore I skipped school and stayed at home without telling my parents. They were in the hospitals with my grandma who was still fighting with cancer. Finally, my mom got a phone call from my tutor saying that I haven’t been to school for three days. And I told them the decision which I didn’t want to go to school.
One day, they brought me to hospital to visit my grandma. My grandma was excited to see me. I saw her haggard face and body. Her face couldn’t be more white, her hair couldn’t be thinner, her lips couldn’t be more grey. I almost lost control and cried.
She had already heard that I ddi not want to go to school. She asked me
“Do you still remember the star story?”
“Yes, I do. Being a illuminator instead of leaner, right?” I tried to not let myself cry.
She held my hands, but her hands were cold like ice, which shocked me.
“Yes, but today this is the another side of this story. Stars are ugly, but they can reflect light to reveal their beautiful side to people. They are just like humans with merits and flaws” She said tremblingly.
Three days later, my grandma has been one of the star in the sky, I returned back to school and decided to study hard and tried to be the shiniest star in the sky.